I've been feeling real crappy these days, much better now as I've penned down my thoughts and feelings. And my girlfriends actually mentioned that I should write more or blog often, to write about feelings and how to really deal with them so that others who come upon my blog can resonate and feel that they are not alone. To which I replied, "I do write often (in my diary) where I vomit all my thoughts and feelings that has occupied my mind a bit too much. And I do blog too, but not much people know about the existence of my blog as I often changed the url so when people google my name and my blog wouldn't appear on the search result". The reason why I write more on my diary rather than blog often as I used to was because I felt exposed. Every time I write an entry, I feel like I'm exposing a private side of myself that people could use it against me someday or know about my weakness that I've tried so hard to mask and hide it.
Also, my English isn't that good. Yes, I might not have much spelling error but I admit that my grammar isn't all that good enough to write a good or even mind-blowing entry. However, if I do have a constant reader who wish to understand or read more of whatever I write, do let me know. I might continue and write more, if not I'll probably just stick to what I'm doing right now hahah.
Till then, take care and stay safe! <3
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