Guy A - knew him 5 years ago, but were never close cause he was just one of my RYLA participants back then. Obviously, he's younger than me and that arrogance, I just can't. He's a good friend, but definitely not the kind of guy I would date or even be in relationship with.
Guy B - one of my closest friend since 8 years ago. I basically had a huge crush on this guy back then and not sure if I still feel the same (as in is it crush or it has evolved to love, or was it pure lust? I don't know). I felt like those who know me back then could have easily guessed who this guy is. Everyone knows I crush hard on this guy lols.
Guy C - met 2 years ago while I was interning and he was one of the students in the academy. Gotten close early April as he said he needed a friend to talk and wanted to drink, to which I felt both is my forte hahah. So, we had dinner and drank and talked. He felt that we vibe and confessed a week later. I...am speechless.
Like why? Why couldn't it be the guy I crushed so hard on finally is moving to Singapore and we could finally try to make things work after so many years? Or why couldn't the guy we vibe well is same age or slightly older than me? Lols. Joking, these weren't the point.
The point of me ranting (yes, again) is that as much that I appreciate their feelings towards me but sorry loves, I gotta ask, are you sure it wasn't just another heat of the moment? Are you sure you didn't feel that way with every other girl that you find pretty in other moments? Cause if what you felt towards me was the same as what you felt towards others, then love, take a cold bath and calm yourself down. You're not in love, you were just experiencing another heat of the moment. So don't come and say you have feelings towards me cause that's just wrong and very misleading.
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